Online attachment: a beautiful illusion

[Illusion]

Online attachment!! Now by reading this some of you may think it's a waste of time (well I use to think the same way). But not always. I always try to keep myself away from getting attached to someone specially in this site..well,but somehow someone made me emotionally, mentally, unconsciously
(nd so on) Attached to him. But this time it doesn't feels a waste of time, I'm not regretful instead I'm happy with the memory we have created.
Yk the most heartbreaking part of this online stuff is you already know that someday that "special one" will just stay in your memories but not in your life(Not in few cases , blessed ones). We don't want them to leave but we had to do so....cuz you both know that it will lead you both to nowhere instead it will just make things hard,tough for eachother. Your soul cries to stop them but your lips can't utter a single thing,your hand trembles to type a single sentence,"please don't leave me".
It's not easy to forget the one with whom you shared your night's talking endlessly on silly topics (silly topics were most interesting things while talking to him). Even that blue tick indicating that the person is online somehow affects. Now that blue tick won't show up ever. There's no late night talks. Just silence and the soul mourns. With him I learnt a lot. We argued,we laughed,we teased eachother, we cried together,we understood eachother. There wasn't any lust to be seen,just genuine moments of care,of concern,of respect. He told me to hate him,it may help me to come over this, silly fellow!! Without giving a single reason to hate him he's asking me for that. Instead he gave me one more reason to love him.
Me having mood swings 24/7 nd acting like a brat yet he handled me with softness,with gentleness. I donno with whom I should share it,cuz I don't have enough courage to speak about this..and the weight of feelings is getting heavy on me. I'm tired of crying, puffy eyes, dried tears and a mind full of thoughts. I know it will take time to heal, and surely I will heal but at this moment I'm feeling overwhelmed. At last I just wanna say thanks to you "cutuu" for everything. You are the most genuine soul I have ever seen. I hope next time if we meet then it won't be just limited to screens. Love ya always .
(Idk it will happen or not but if somehow you(cutuu) pass by this post then I just wanna say sorry for not trying hard for us)

This always happens, doesn't it??… we meet someone out of nowhere, get close without even realizing, and then one day they just become a memory we can't escape from...Sometimes they leave softly, sometimes it hurts too much ,but either way it feels like a part of us goes missing!! We join these places just to chill, to laugh, to escape the chaos, but then someone comes along and turns it all into something deeper. And when they leave even the silence feels loud!!Maybe that's why it's better to keep our hearts a little guarded… So as for now stay strong, you'll heal with time...

 

[Illusion]

Online attachment!! Now by reading this some of you may think it's a waste of time (well I use to think the same way). But not always. I always try to keep myself away from getting attached to someone specially in this site..well,but somehow someone made me emotionally, mentally, unconsciously
(nd so on) Attached to him. But this time it doesn't feels a waste of time, I'm not regretful instead I'm happy with the memory we have created.
Yk the most heartbreaking part of this online stuff is you already know that someday that "special one" will just stay in your memories but not in your life(Not in few cases , blessed ones). We don't want them to leave but we had to do so....cuz you both know that it will lead you both to nowhere instead it will just make things hard,tough for eachother. Your soul cries to stop them but your lips can't utter a single thing,your hand trembles to type a single sentence,"please don't leave me".
It's not easy to forget the one with whom you shared your night's talking endlessly on silly topics (silly topics were most interesting things while talking to him). Even that blue tick indicating that the person is online somehow affects. Now that blue tick won't show up ever. There's no late night talks. Just silence and the soul mourns. With him I learnt a lot. We argued,we laughed,we teased eachother, we cried together,we understood eachother. There wasn't any lust to be seen,just genuine moments of care,of concern,of respect. He told me to hate him,it may help me to come over this, silly fellow!! Without giving a single reason to hate him he's asking me for that. Instead he gave me one more reason to love him.
Me having mood swings 24/7 nd acting like a brat yet he handled me with softness,with gentleness. I donno with whom I should share it,cuz I don't have enough courage to speak about this..and the weight of feelings is getting heavy on me. I'm tired of crying, puffy eyes, dried tears and a mind full of thoughts. I know it will take time to heal, and surely I will heal but at this moment I'm feeling overwhelmed. At last I just wanna say thanks to you "cutuu" for everything. You are the most genuine soul I have ever seen. I hope next time if we meet then it won't be just limited to screens. Love ya always .
(Idk it will happen or not but if somehow you(cutuu) pass by this post then I just wanna say sorry for not trying hard for us)

Btw thanks for calling me beautiful
#beautifull_illusion

 

[Daizy]

Thank u for sharing u r opinion here I want to share my opinion about the virtual world

Whatever matter evry one says infront of mine
"it's virtual don't take it seriously".... Why all are saying that word I can't understand ... I have only one soul — wherever it is, it’s doing what it’s meant to do ..It carries all the emotions with it wherever it goes....Even if someone abuses me, scolds me, blames me, makes me cry, insults me, or spreads false accusations about me — they say I shouldn’t respond because “it’s virtual.” But why? No matter where we are, self-respect still matters, right? People say, “Don’t take it to heart, it’s just virtual,” but how can you not, when feelings are real? Here this is my 4th year of jurny i think ... I have lots of beautiful memories here ... No matter who hurts me, cheats me, or makes me cry, I feel every emotion deeply — I can’t take it lightly just because it’s virtual.... To be honest, I’ve been very happy here all these days. Sometimes I do feel sad, but I can’t forget any of it.... One day, I’ll leave all this and go. I don’t know if anyone will miss me or feel sad for me — but I know I’ll miss everyone and feel the pain deeply.

(But there’s one thing I want to say — everyone keeps calling it “virtual” and behaves differently, but I’d say they’re only deceiving themselves. Every moment should be enjoyed truly, not like it’s just an illusion.Here, whether you smile or cry because of someone, it comes from your heart — not something fake.)

I agree with you completely.....tho it's virtual but our emotions are real,the time we spend with them is our real self talking with them. We are humans,we feel every emotions, doesn't matter if it's virtual or real. Emotions can never be hide.

 

[ReddyGari ammai]

I agree with you completely.....tho it's virtual but our emotions are real,the time we spend with them is our real self talking with them. We are humans,we feel every emotions, doesn't matter if it's virtual or real. Emotions can never be hide.

Thank u for understanding me.....Exactly... the connection and emotions we feel are always real, no matter how we meet. Sometimes virtual bonds can touch the heart even deeper than real ones. virtual or real doesn’t matter when emotions are genuine. What’s real is how deeply we connect and understand each other."