nandini00
Wellknown Ace
They told me,
"Time will heal your heart,"
As if time could erase
The fingerprints you left on my soul.
They said,
"Move on ... try harder,"
But they never saw
How hard I fought just to survive the nights
Without hearing your voice.
Nobody speaks about the humiliation
Of begging someone to stay,
Of watching of your pride shatter
Like glass beneath desperate hands.
Nobody speaks about the tears
That fall silently at 3 a.m
When memories crawl through the dark
And sit heavily upon your chest.
Love was never a game to me.
I love you with the purest parts of my soul,
With the kind of love
That prays for someone
Even after they become the reason of your pain.
And oh, that pain ...
It devours quietly.
Again and again,
Like waves drowning a heart
Already struggling to breathe.
People only see the silence after heartbreak,
Not the war inside the mind,
Not the countless times,
I had to convince myself
Not to text you,
Not to break all over again.
But if loving deeply is my crime,
Then let my scars testify :
I was real.
I was sincere.
And every tear carried
A love that came from the soul.
And may be one day
You will remember me
In the quietest moment of your life ...
When the world asleep
And your heart suddenly aches for someone
Who once loved you more than themselves.
May be then you will realise
I was not difficult to love
I was simply too genuine
For a temporary heart.
And while you moved on,
A part of me still sits in the ruins
Of everything we dreamed together.
Holding the pieces of a forever
You promised would never break.
Because the most painful thing was never that you left ...
It was watching myself lose my worth
Trying to make you stay.
And even now,
After all the tears,
After all the sleepless nights,
If you knocked on my door with regret
In your eyes,
My broken heart would still tremble
At the sound of your name.
"Time will heal your heart,"
As if time could erase
The fingerprints you left on my soul.
They said,
"Move on ... try harder,"
But they never saw
How hard I fought just to survive the nights
Without hearing your voice.
Nobody speaks about the humiliation
Of begging someone to stay,
Of watching of your pride shatter
Like glass beneath desperate hands.
Nobody speaks about the tears
That fall silently at 3 a.m
When memories crawl through the dark
And sit heavily upon your chest.
Love was never a game to me.
I love you with the purest parts of my soul,
With the kind of love
That prays for someone
Even after they become the reason of your pain.
And oh, that pain ...
It devours quietly.
Again and again,
Like waves drowning a heart
Already struggling to breathe.
People only see the silence after heartbreak,
Not the war inside the mind,
Not the countless times,
I had to convince myself
Not to text you,
Not to break all over again.
But if loving deeply is my crime,
Then let my scars testify :
I was real.
I was sincere.
And every tear carried
A love that came from the soul.
And may be one day
You will remember me
In the quietest moment of your life ...
When the world asleep
And your heart suddenly aches for someone
Who once loved you more than themselves.
May be then you will realise
I was not difficult to love
I was simply too genuine
For a temporary heart.
And while you moved on,
A part of me still sits in the ruins
Of everything we dreamed together.
Holding the pieces of a forever
You promised would never break.
Because the most painful thing was never that you left ...
It was watching myself lose my worth
Trying to make you stay.
And even now,
After all the tears,
After all the sleepless nights,
If you knocked on my door with regret
In your eyes,
My broken heart would still tremble
At the sound of your name.
