Like the setting sun - here, then gone.....

[Bishamonten]

Going through a rough phase in real, felt lonely so came back on chat side couple of weeks ago.

Misunderstanding with someone so texted that person in pm just to clear it and Ohh we end up getting close, I mean understanding each other.

This person gave me peace, made me smile. Nobody has made me laugh (that too in my worst time) as much as this person did.

We knew each other since couple of years but never even had a chat in pm and in few days we got close, close enough to share things about life and family.

But stupid me ! Whenever I get comfortable with someone I start behaving like a kid, I expected him to be more sweet if I get angry, but he also ends up getting angry, and that makes me sad.

And then he comes back to me, makes me laugh, makes me forget what shit I am currently in.

I love his company, being with him gave me peace but as we say in Hindi kisi na kisi ki nazar lag hi jaati hai. Good things, don't last and so do people. May be it was the age gap, the difference in level of maturity and stupid stupid me behaving so childish.

Loving someone you can't have and this love isn't sexual or anything else, just wanted him to be a good friend forever which isn't possible. I hope and pray he stays happy forever. If you are reading this, just know that I'll be missing you.....

 

[Rockzz]

Going through a rough phase in real, felt lonely so came back on chat side couple of weeks ago.

Misunderstanding with someone so texted that person in pm just to clear it and Ohh we end up getting close, I mean understanding each other.

This person gave me peace, made me smile. Nobody has made me laugh (that too in my worst time) as much as this person did.

We knew each other since couple of years but never even had a chat in pm and in few days we got close, close enough to share things about life and family.

But stupid me ! Whenever I get comfortable with someone I start behaving like a kid, I expected him to be more sweet if I get angry, but he also ends up getting angry, and that makes me sad.

And then he comes back to me, makes me laugh, makes me forget what shit I am currently in.

I love his company, being with him gave me peace but as we say in Hindi kisi na kisi ki nazar lag hi jaati hai. Good things, don't last and so do people. May be it was the age gap, the difference in level of maturity and stupid stupid me behaving so childish.

Loving someone you can't have and this love isn't sexual or anything else, just wanted him to be a good friend forever which isn't possible. I hope and pray he stays happy forever. If you are reading this, just know that I'll be missing you.....

This is the thing actually need in any relationship is---- Stupidity...

But if one is showing stupidity, the other should behave like a mature person...

We always want mature person to understand and behave responsible, but we always forget that____ Where there is perfectness, there is certainly an end.

Feeling someone and feelings with someone, like happy, sad, angry, getting upset and again making everything fine, is very special.

If is it so and u feel the one is special friend or in any relationship, don't let him/her go...

Btw, I'll pray that everything should be good and u should feel relaxed, happy n peaceful too.

(It's jst my view: subjected on real feelings)

 

[Anshhi]

Going through a rough phase in real, felt lonely so came back on chat side couple of weeks ago.

Misunderstanding with someone so texted that person in pm just to clear it and Ohh we end up getting close, I mean understanding each other.

This person gave me peace, made me smile. Nobody has made me laugh (that too in my worst time) as much as this person did.

We knew each other since couple of years but never even had a chat in pm and in few days we got close, close enough to share things about life and family.

But stupid me ! Whenever I get comfortable with someone I start behaving like a kid, I expected him to be more sweet if I get angry, but he also ends up getting angry, and that makes me sad.

And then he comes back to me, makes me laugh, makes me forget what shit I am currently in.

I love his company, being with him gave me peace but as we say in Hindi kisi na kisi ki nazar lag hi jaati hai. Good things, don't last and so do people. May be it was the age gap, the difference in level of maturity and stupid stupid me behaving so childish.

Loving someone you can't have and this love isn't sexual or anything else, just wanted him to be a good friend forever which isn't possible. I hope and pray he stays happy forever. If you are reading this, just know that I'll be missing you.....

This is a heartfelt and emotional post. You're sharing a personal experience of connecting with someone, feeling a deep sense of peace and companionship, and then grappling with the pain of potentially losing that connection.

Your honesty and vulnerability are admirable. You're acknowledging your own flaws and imperfections, such as behaving childishly when you feel comfortable with someone.

The way you express your feelings towards this person is beautiful. You're not looking for a romantic relationship, but rather a deep and meaningful friendship. Your selflessness and genuine concern for this person's happiness are evident.

The Hindi phrase "kisi na kisi ki nazar lag hi jaati hai" adds a poignant touch to your post. It's as if you're acknowledging that good things can be fragile and fleeting.

Your closing sentence, "If you are reading this, just know that I'll be missing you..." is a heartfelt goodbye. It's clear that this person has left an indelible mark on your life.

Remember that it's okay to feel sad and process your emotions. Allow yourself to grieve the potential loss of this friendship, but also acknowledge the positive impact it had on your life.
*A_AICS

 

[Bishamonten]

This is the thing actually need in any relationship is---- Stupidity...

But if one is showing stupidity, the other should behave like a mature person...

@Rockzz I expected this, I just wanted him to be sweet when I get angry but I ended up irritating and annoying him : )

If is it so and u feel the one is special friend or in any relationship, don't let him/her go...

I don't want to but I must, even if it hurts..

Btw, I'll pray that everything should be good and u should feel relaxed, happy n peaceful too.

(It's jst my view: subjected on real feelings)

Thank you !! I hope you get someone who'll understand and give you peace..

 

[Bishamonten]

The way you express your feelings towards this person is beautiful. You're not looking for a romantic relationship, but rather a deep and meaningful friendship. Your selflessness and genuine concern for this person's happiness are evident.


Your closing sentence, "If you are reading this, just know that I'll be missing you..." is a heartfelt goodbye. It's clear that this person has left an indelible mark on your life.

Remember that it's okay to feel sad and process your emotions. Allow yourself to grieve the potential loss of this friendship, but also acknowledge the positive impact it had on your life.

Surely @Anshhi I'll never forget the positive impact it had on me, laughing during the worst time. And I'll always pray for him..

 

[Rockzz]

@Rockzz I expected this, I just wanted him to be sweet when I get angry but I ended up irritating and annoying him : )


I don't want to but I must, even if it hurts..


Thank you !! I hope you get someone who'll understand and give you peace..

Firstly, love or best friendship means acceptance...
Like accepting all good and bad as own...

I know it's easy to say but I do...
So, u too should and everyone should atleast try...

Secondly, Sometimes it's better to move on rather than regretting...

So, What was to happen has happened. Now don't make yourself sad and be happy.

Finally, thank yo so much for ur kind words...

(I remember, my first comment in ur thread was about yourself "Cute n Naughty girl..."
Be like this always)

 

[LionBeast]

Is it for me

 

[LionBeast]

I am reading this

 

[Anshhi]

Surely @Anshhi I'll never forget the positive impact it had on me, laughing during the worst time. And I'll always pray for him..

 

[Bhoot]

 

[Bishamonten]

Firstly, love or best friendship means acceptance...
Like accepting all good and bad as own...

I know it's easy to say but I do...
So, u too should and everyone should atleast try...

Secondly, Sometimes it's better to move on rather than regretting...

So, What was to happen has happened. Now don't make yourself sad and be happy.

Finally, thank yo so much for ur kind words...

(I remember, my first comment in ur thread was about yourself "Cute n Naughty girl..."
Be like this always)

Hmm letting go is the best the option I have, rather than holding on to someone who doesn't understand. We both are diff, we both need to be at peace. So have to let go.

Also, I'm sorry but I don't remember anything regarding your first comment.