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Fading Delhi

Ihsan

Ihsan

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It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
 
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Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while a different kind of realisation hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Thantha vibe :emo:
 
Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Uyarna chintha mooonjiya jeevitham aha ethra mathram.arthavath anu :think1:
 
Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Then come back to god's own country
 
Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Very well written
 
Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Thirich pono vendayo ennulla confusionila njan
 
Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Nothing feels more hurtful then losing the soul of the person... I hope you are doing fine and these are just the thought you are telling , leaving the past is painful but living in past memories where someone had to put a fake smile for others just to stop the smiling of the bottom of heart i see as a quite of achievement where someone has proper tried to live the best for the people around them but not for oneself , growing up is painful we lose people we lose family but if someone is on the verge of losing hope of colourful days i am not gonna support you on this , i know this cause i am no ones special too but i do love to share some laugh with the books nowadays cause they could not hurt me back with emptiness like you are describing , i am not here to show you and sympathy and not gonna tell you what to think but for sure i want to advice you , dont stop living cause of some fear you never dreamt off , get back to the present cause one day you will be seeing the back on your lived years and i dont want you to wish that you could have enjoyed it more if you had just stop being stuck on 2018.

Let it go and search the happiness of your soul once again if possible cause i cant do it for you except you !

Sorry for my bad english hoping i did not say that much that can make you feel little about yourself but plz release of your pain whatever holding you back and get on high seas again.
 
Ihsan said:
It's been almost a decade I have been living in this city. The enthusiasm and the happiness with which I used to describe Delhi whenever I get asked about the city is slowly fading away.
The glitter in my eyes whenever I hear Delhi is no longer there.
It's like, whenever I step out of my room, out onto the road, the world around me is slowly losing its colours, slowly fading into a black and white picture where the faces are getting blurred with each passing day!!


Standing in my balcony, feeling the wind on my face, looking into the abyss and listening to the songs of crickets, I come to realise that it's the people that makes Delhi, Dilli!!

When the people you thought would be there until the end is no longer there, u kind of start to have a different kind of hate for the place. After a while it hits you like a train that you have out grown the meaningless connections you think you had made over the past years.

It feels like 2018 all over again where I had to go into a shell and put on a fake smile on my face to decieve the people around me but only this time there ain't much people around to decieve!!

((P.S. 1) I'm just inking my thoughts.
2) It's not about anyone on the site {"shrug of shoulders"}
3) Please don't shower me with sympathy ))
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Sympathy is not in my dictionary
 
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