Everything u said is painfully true tbh. We are not worthless, but we slowly become what the people around us make us feel. We stop seeing who we really are and start seeing only how others treat us, specially those so called "special" ones, whose attention matters the most to us.... Even tho they didn't give a fuck ..We forget to ask what makes us happy and instead keep asking what we can do to make them happy. And when we don receive the love, care, or the attention we long for, we begin to feel like we are nothing, as if our worth exists only in thr acceptance....That's why the feeling of being "worthless" lives in our mind not because it's true, but bcz we were made to forget our own value... And sometimes I feel like it isn't only their complete fault… its ours fault too !! Bcz we allow people to make us feel this way. We can choose to walk away, bcz if we dont change our own mindset, no one else can do it for us, if we believe we are worthless, nothing outside of us can heal that. We have to choose ourselves rather than choosing others first!!
