This is what happens when ur self-respect gets hurt over and over again.
There comes a point where ur ego has to silence your feelings!! Yes... and it's not bcz U suddenly bcm a monster but bcz u finally started protecting urself...
I have seen people(including myself)often say "I have no ego." Ohh fuck it yaar!! That's not always something to be proud of yk.. You need ego!! A healthy ego .. And isn't about arrogance or thinking you're better than others or any shit. It's ur inner voice that says "Enough. I deserve better than this." Yk what sometimes ur heart can be blind. It forgives too much and keeps making excuses for people who keep hurting U again and again.. That's when ur ego steps in. Not to destroy anything but to save u from losing urself. Yk what Be kind. Be humble. But never be so available, so forgiving, or so desperate for anything that u bcm an easy target for disrespect. Sometimes protecting ur peace means letting ur ego kill the feelings that ur heart refuses to let go of.
