LavaLush
Favoured Frenzy
I loved you even when my soul begged me not to 
I knew you weren't good for me
but loving you felt easier than leaving you.
You became my favorite pain ..
the habit I could never break.
I ignored every warning my soul whispered,
just to keep your presence a little longer...
I gave you parts of me
you never deserved to touch.
And one day .. exactly like I feared,
you showed me why people said love can destroy you.
Now I carry memories like scars —
beautiful from afar .. painful up close.
But maybe losing you
was the first step toward finding myself again
Now your memories live in me like wounds,
pretty when I look back,
but aching whenever I feel them too deeply .
Sometimes I miss you so much
I almost forget how badly you hurt me.
And maybe ..
losing you was life’s cruel way
of teaching me not to lose myself while loving someone else

I knew you weren't good for me
but loving you felt easier than leaving you.
You became my favorite pain ..
the habit I could never break.
I ignored every warning my soul whispered,
just to keep your presence a little longer...
I gave you parts of me
you never deserved to touch.
And one day .. exactly like I feared,
you showed me why people said love can destroy you.
Now I carry memories like scars —
beautiful from afar .. painful up close.
But maybe losing you
was the first step toward finding myself again
Now your memories live in me like wounds,
pretty when I look back,
but aching whenever I feel them too deeply .
Sometimes I miss you so much
I almost forget how badly you hurt me.
And maybe ..
losing you was life’s cruel way
of teaching me not to lose myself while loving someone else
