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Favoured Frenzy
There was a girl I loved. She was so beautiful you know that feeling when you see someone and instantly have a crush on them? This all happened on Zozo hehe not in real life but through my eyes she was something I genuinely couldn't put into words.
I really thought she was the one not just for chatting and all that but for real love. I remember when we first started talking I said something to her about education"If you don't have knowledge about what you're learning, how can you give advice to someone about it?"
She said "Yes, lola, you're absolutely right," and it was just... fun. We didn't know each other that well, but the moments we shared felt deeper than I expected
To me, she was a gem the purest soul.
But she never fully trusted me because I used to flirt with other girls and honestly, I get it. But let me say this if I love someone deeply, I don't go looking elsewhere. It's you. Only you. Remember that.
And if you ask me if I still love her
Yes. Still. Quietly. The way the moon loves the ocean without ever touching it. The way a song stays in your chest long after the music stops. I don't shout it anymore. I just carry it like something too precious to put down and too painful to hold.
And if you ask me is it painful?
Yes. More than I can say. But it hits the hardest at night when the world goes quiet and there's nothing left to distract you from your own thoughts. That's when she visits. Not in dreams, but in the silence between them. In the moment just before sleep, when your heart is too tired to pretend it's moved on.
These are just random thoughts that hit me out of nowhere, and I had to write them down. Never mind
I really thought she was the one not just for chatting and all that but for real love. I remember when we first started talking I said something to her about education"If you don't have knowledge about what you're learning, how can you give advice to someone about it?"
She said "Yes, lola, you're absolutely right," and it was just... fun. We didn't know each other that well, but the moments we shared felt deeper than I expected
To me, she was a gem the purest soul.
But she never fully trusted me because I used to flirt with other girls and honestly, I get it. But let me say this if I love someone deeply, I don't go looking elsewhere. It's you. Only you. Remember that.
And if you ask me if I still love her
Yes. Still. Quietly. The way the moon loves the ocean without ever touching it. The way a song stays in your chest long after the music stops. I don't shout it anymore. I just carry it like something too precious to put down and too painful to hold.
And if you ask me is it painful?
Yes. More than I can say. But it hits the hardest at night when the world goes quiet and there's nothing left to distract you from your own thoughts. That's when she visits. Not in dreams, but in the silence between them. In the moment just before sleep, when your heart is too tired to pretend it's moved on.
These are just random thoughts that hit me out of nowhere, and I had to write them down. Never mind
