Realisation...

[Kingslayer]

There was a time when I used to laugh on people getting in virtual relationships cuz I thought those are mere attractions and timepass. But one day, I met someone...I started feeling something for her.
I slowly started reducing flirty chats with others, started cutting me off from wall for a time.
She said she had a past nd needs time, I gave all my time. I remember waiting for her 24/7, we were friends and actually the way we were was better than being in a relationship cuz am bad in that.
Slowly things changed, I realised it too late nd that became problem for me, she used to ignore me nd probably the truth was that she never liked me, It was me who put myself in dillusion nd problem it wasn't her fault at all.

I became possessive, had a lot of convos, became mad, cried, begged....even said few things i regret.
I tried once again, tried to be what she wants just to get a little attention from her.

She never liked me, probably hated me but on the other hand not only I realised it late still instead of leaving I kept trying cuz I feel when I falls for someone, I just becomes mad.

I still don't know what I should do but atleast learnt something new maybe will become a better person someday...

 

[maturemumbaikar]

used to laugh at love behind a screen,
called it timepass, called it fake—
until one day
it was my heart waiting for a notification.


You said you needed time,
and I gave you all of mine.
Somewhere between “just friends”
and silent goodnights,
I built a world you never stepped into.


You were distant.
I was desperate.
You were unsure.
I was already drowning.


The truth?
You didn’t break me—
I broke myself
trying to be chosen.


I begged, I burned,
I became someone I didn’t recognize.
Not because you asked me to—
but because I was afraid to let go.


Maybe you never loved me.
Maybe I loved the idea of you.


But in losing you,
I found a mirror—
and in it,
a boy learning
how to love
without losing himself.

 

[Anshhi]

There was a time when I used to laugh on people getting in virtual relationships cuz I thought those are mere attractions and timepass. But one day, I met someone...I started feeling something for her.
I slowly started reducing flirty chats with others, started cutting me off from wall for a time.
She said she had a past nd needs time, I gave all my time. I remember waiting for her 24/7, we were friends and actually the way we were was better than being in a relationship cuz am bad in that.
Slowly things changed, I realised it too late nd that became problem for me, she used to ignore me nd probably the truth was that she never liked me, It was me who put myself in dillusion nd problem it wasn't her fault at all.

I became possessive, had a lot of convos, became mad, cried, begged....even said few things i regret.
I tried once again, tried to be what she wants just to get a little attention from her.

She never liked me, probably hated me but on the other hand not only I realised it late still instead of leaving I kept trying cuz I feel when I falls for someone, I just becomes mad.

I still don't know what I should do but atleast learnt something new maybe will become a better person someday...

Whether virtual or real—the depth of emotion is always true. This effort to accept your mistakes and turn around will make you a stronger person.

Awesome Intelligence ™​

 

[mou4]

Emotions are always true

 

[RitamRoy]

There was a time when I used to laugh on people getting in virtual relationships cuz I thought those are mere attractions and timepass. But one day, I met someone...I started feeling something for her.
I slowly started reducing flirty chats with others, started cutting me off from wall for a time.
She said she had a past nd needs time, I gave all my time. I remember waiting for her 24/7, we were friends and actually the way we were was better than being in a relationship cuz am bad in that.
Slowly things changed, I realised it too late nd that became problem for me, she used to ignore me nd probably the truth was that she never liked me, It was me who put myself in dillusion nd problem it wasn't her fault at all.

I became possessive, had a lot of convos, became mad, cried, begged....even said few things i regret.
I tried once again, tried to be what she wants just to get a little attention from her.

She never liked me, probably hated me but on the other hand not only I realised it late still instead of leaving I kept trying cuz I feel when I falls for someone, I just becomes mad.

I still don't know what I should do but atleast learnt something new maybe will become a better person someday...

Releted BRB

 

[Itz_shahrukhh]

There was a time when I used to laugh on people getting in virtual relationships cuz I thought those are mere attractions and timepass. But one day, I met someone...I started feeling something for her.
I slowly started reducing flirty chats with others, started cutting me off from wall for a time.
She said she had a past nd needs time, I gave all my time. I remember waiting for her 24/7, we were friends and actually the way we were was better than being in a relationship cuz am bad in that.
Slowly things changed, I realised it too late nd that became problem for me, she used to ignore me nd probably the truth was that she never liked me, It was me who put myself in dillusion nd problem it wasn't her fault at all.

I became possessive, had a lot of convos, became mad, cried, begged....even said few things i regret.
I tried once again, tried to be what she wants just to get a little attention from her.

She never liked me, probably hated me but on the other hand not only I realised it late still instead of leaving I kept trying cuz I feel when I falls for someone, I just becomes mad.

I still don't know what I should do but atleast learnt something new maybe will become a better person someday...

Virtual or real… feelings are real when they’re real. Don’t mock yourself for having a heart