A Girl Who Had Thousands of Dreams...
A girl who had thousands of dreams,
Forgot her way to destination once.
She, who wanted to live her dreams,
Was chosen to live for someone else.
Her circumstances forced her
To lead a life of adjustments.
How long could she do that?
But still she managed to survive.
Until she found for whom all those sacrifices
She had to, no longer or no more has
The love she always believed existed.
She was broken into pieces,
Weeped, hated herself and was thrown
To a place where lust seemed everything.
She never expected anything more
Than admiration, and there she got it,
More than enough.
She learnt self-love.
Yes, it's a sarcasm that she started valuing
Her from such place where everyone's
Need was just an urge for pleasure.
She created two different universe for
Herself, one which is only meant to give
Her the happiness, which was expected from the other.
Everything went well till she found him.
She always imagined her true love was
The one she chose for herself in real life,
But this man proved her wrong.
He taught her there is an incomplete
Desire for love in her, which was never
Even known to her.
She never received the love
She longed for in life, until that man walked in.
She was fragile, gentle and kind,
No intentions to harm anyone by her acts.
He filled her void like no one else ever did.
He taught her she can also feel the feeling of happiness.
His presence made her fly in sky,
His love gave her a new Colour.
But in a virtual world everything has
Time limit, so he left her in Chaos...
She never knew this would happen but
It did.
She waited...
He was back but;
Returned version of him was different.
Or she gave a good fear of attachment to him
That made him keep her at a distance.
It was too late for him,
She made him her world already...
Giving her enough pain to leave him remained.
And he did so.
She stood in that rain
Unknowingly, why this always happens
With her though?
Tried hating, tried loving
Someone else so that she fills his absence,
So that she make sure, he wasn't meant for her.
How much ever she tried, kept failing.
The love she had for him was never there,
For anyone else.
She ran from places
Just because of her emotional unavailability.
After a year of him, she realised,
It even doesn't matter if he talks, sees, laughs, or absence.
It's just HIM that matters for her.
No permissions to love,
No longing for replies,
Just HIM in her HEART that existed.
She is FINE that she has HIM,
Nothing more than that...
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