I’m a pretty much messed up mentally disturbed person, anxious as hell.
I get annoyed when the tiniest thing goes wrong.
Overthinking is like my full-time job.
Every day feels like walking through a fog of noise inside my own head.
And then…
at some random point of the day, a text pops up on my notification panel.
“oi VC?”
I join the call no matters what. That voice lands on the other side of the call:
“Hi bor…(Hi hubby) ”
After some seconds and after some smiles, her - “Damn, you're looking so hot today.”
And just like that my entire system short-circuits.
My face goes red, all blushy and stupid.
The usual dull background noise in my brain suddenly gets overpowered
violins, guitars, soft winds
like someone just turned the OST of my life from “depression documentary”
to “rom com climax.”
Cherry blossoms start falling in slow motion, endlessly.
My body goes light, like gravity forgot me.
I get high without ever touching weed.
Dopamine floods my veins like it’s high on something. It's like I took a morphin injection
Each frame of my black-and-white life
turns into a colourful cinema of Hayao Miyazaki magic.
Then it goes on
I get annoyed when the tiniest thing goes wrong.
Overthinking is like my full-time job.
Every day feels like walking through a fog of noise inside my own head.
And then…
at some random point of the day, a text pops up on my notification panel.
“oi VC?”
I join the call no matters what. That voice lands on the other side of the call:
“Hi bor…(Hi hubby) ”
After some seconds and after some smiles, her - “Damn, you're looking so hot today.”
And just like that my entire system short-circuits.
My face goes red, all blushy and stupid.
The usual dull background noise in my brain suddenly gets overpowered
violins, guitars, soft winds
like someone just turned the OST of my life from “depression documentary”
to “rom com climax.”
Cherry blossoms start falling in slow motion, endlessly.
My body goes light, like gravity forgot me.
I get high without ever touching weed.
Dopamine floods my veins like it’s high on something. It's like I took a morphin injection
Each frame of my black-and-white life
turns into a colourful cinema of Hayao Miyazaki magic.
Then it goes on
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