What is a relationship?
Everyone says it's when two people come together because they share something, because they see something in each other that pulls them closer. We grow up hearing these fairytale ideas, believing that one day we’ll have some perfect story. And I was stupid enough to believe it… stupid enough to still hope.
But this time, this “relationship” wasn’t a fairytale.It was a cage.A cage I walked into myself and tied my own hands with chains made of thorns.
You came into my life when I wasn’t asking for anyone.You stayed, even though I never begged you to.You told me you loved me, and I believed it like a fool.You said you’d be with me even when everyone else leaves and I trusted those pretty poetic lies because I wanted them to be true.
You made me trust you. And I just want to know even once, Even for a Second Were you ever real with me ? While telling those lines ?
You told me everything, your worst moments and your best ones. I listened. I never judged. Even when you blamed me for things I had nothing to do with, I still carried it. I didn’t care about myself I just wanted you to be okay.
Somewhere in all of that… I lost myself.
I didn’t even realise when it started happening. I just kept fading, slowly, silently.
And in all this time… did you ever once ask me, "Are You Okay ? " Even Once ?
Not even for God’s sake… not even by accident.
How much more do I have to do to fulfill your wishes?
Am I a robot to you ? Do I not have feelings of my Own ?
I know I’m not perfect, but I tried everything I could. It was never enough. Nothing ever satisfied you, because you don’t want a partner you want someone who obeys you, someone who listens to every word, someone who breaks themselves just to keep you comfortable.
I kept hurting myself over and over, and I’m exhausted.
I wish I had walked away earlier, but I didn’t.
I didn’t dare to.
I never shared my problems because I didn’t want to trouble you. But the truth is… you never even asked.
You showed kindness to me, and I don’t know if I deserved it. But because of you, I won’t let myself become cruel. I was kind because I didn’t want to lose you not because I expected anything back, but because I chose to love you.
And now I regret it, because I walked into this with my own will, without thinking of the consequences. I should’ve known better , showing kindness to the wrong person always ends in regret. You’re not even wrong… I’m the foolish one. The one who trusted blindly. The one who believed too quickly.
And on ZoZo, everyone knows how to play with feelings. And trusting the wrong person blindly? That’s a talent… and I guess I mastered it.
I’m not leaving because I’m a coward. I’m leaving because I don’t want to lose myself anymore
I’m leaving because I don’t want to lose myself anymore . I’m not leaving because I’m weak . I’m leaving because I’m tired of reliving the same cycle again and again , a loop that always ends with me breaking.
I’m leaving because I hate what this did to me . I’m leaving because I can’t watch myself fall apart piece by piece just to keep someone else happy.
I’m leaving because I don’t want to fade away completely. .I WANT TO SURVIVE. I WANT TO KEEP MY HEART ALIVE FOR SOMEONE WHO DESERVES IT .
And even after everything… I don’t hate you.
You gave me moments of happiness when I desperately needed them.For that, I’ll always be grateful.But this time, I can’t stay.I can’t keep fooling myself in the name of
love Bullshit thing . Maybe you’re right. Maybe I’m wrong.
Maybe I’m too sensitive, or too emotional, or too hopeful.
Whatever it is…
Let it be...
Everyone says it's when two people come together because they share something, because they see something in each other that pulls them closer. We grow up hearing these fairytale ideas, believing that one day we’ll have some perfect story. And I was stupid enough to believe it… stupid enough to still hope.
But this time, this “relationship” wasn’t a fairytale.It was a cage.A cage I walked into myself and tied my own hands with chains made of thorns.
You came into my life when I wasn’t asking for anyone.You stayed, even though I never begged you to.You told me you loved me, and I believed it like a fool.You said you’d be with me even when everyone else leaves and I trusted those pretty poetic lies because I wanted them to be true.
You made me trust you. And I just want to know even once, Even for a Second Were you ever real with me ? While telling those lines ?
You told me everything, your worst moments and your best ones. I listened. I never judged. Even when you blamed me for things I had nothing to do with, I still carried it. I didn’t care about myself I just wanted you to be okay.
Somewhere in all of that… I lost myself.
I didn’t even realise when it started happening. I just kept fading, slowly, silently.
And in all this time… did you ever once ask me, "Are You Okay ? " Even Once ?
Not even for God’s sake… not even by accident.
How much more do I have to do to fulfill your wishes?
Am I a robot to you ? Do I not have feelings of my Own ?
I know I’m not perfect, but I tried everything I could. It was never enough. Nothing ever satisfied you, because you don’t want a partner you want someone who obeys you, someone who listens to every word, someone who breaks themselves just to keep you comfortable.
I kept hurting myself over and over, and I’m exhausted.
I wish I had walked away earlier, but I didn’t.
I didn’t dare to.
I never shared my problems because I didn’t want to trouble you. But the truth is… you never even asked.
You showed kindness to me, and I don’t know if I deserved it. But because of you, I won’t let myself become cruel. I was kind because I didn’t want to lose you not because I expected anything back, but because I chose to love you.
And now I regret it, because I walked into this with my own will, without thinking of the consequences. I should’ve known better , showing kindness to the wrong person always ends in regret. You’re not even wrong… I’m the foolish one. The one who trusted blindly. The one who believed too quickly.
And on ZoZo, everyone knows how to play with feelings. And trusting the wrong person blindly? That’s a talent… and I guess I mastered it.
I’m not leaving because I’m a coward. I’m leaving because I don’t want to lose myself anymore
I’m leaving because I don’t want to lose myself anymore . I’m not leaving because I’m weak . I’m leaving because I’m tired of reliving the same cycle again and again , a loop that always ends with me breaking.
I’m leaving because I hate what this did to me . I’m leaving because I can’t watch myself fall apart piece by piece just to keep someone else happy.
I’m leaving because I don’t want to fade away completely. .I WANT TO SURVIVE. I WANT TO KEEP MY HEART ALIVE FOR SOMEONE WHO DESERVES IT .
And even after everything… I don’t hate you.
You gave me moments of happiness when I desperately needed them.For that, I’ll always be grateful.But this time, I can’t stay.I can’t keep fooling myself in the name of
love Bullshit thing . Maybe you’re right. Maybe I’m wrong.
Maybe I’m too sensitive, or too emotional, or too hopeful.
Whatever it is…
Let it be...
