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Not Numb, Just Resilient!!

SiRa

SiRa

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There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't​

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.​

And that silence made me wonder—
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​

"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
 
SiRa said:
There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.

​
And that silence made me wonder—​
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?​
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​


"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
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This is a beautifully written piece about growth, resilience, and self-discovery. You've shared your journey of learning to navigate the complexities of emotions, relationships, and external opinions. The way you've woven together your experiences, from being shattered by small words to developing a thicker skin, is incredibly relatable.
*A_AICS
 
Realising your worth, setting boundaries and keeping the pace of helping others constant without growing any expectation--- helps in growth.


If a person breaks you, make sure to break their legs and bones so that next time before hurting someone, they re think 1000 times... Make sure to return the hurt with interest...​
 
BellaLuna said:
Realising your worth, setting boundaries and keeping the pace of helping others constant without growing any expectation--- helps in growth.


If a person breaks you, make sure to break their legs and bones so that next time before hurting someone, they re think 1000 times... Make sure to return the hurt with interest.​
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You want me to end up in jail?


Lol… Thanks a lot for reading.❤️
 
Anshhi said:
This is a beautifully written piece about growth, resilience, and self-discovery. You've shared your journey of learning to navigate the complexities of emotions, relationships, and external opinions. The way you've woven together your experiences, from being shattered by small words to developing a thicker skin, is incredibly relatable.
*A_AICS
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Thanks a lot for reading ❤️
 
SiRa said:
There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.

​
And that silence made me wonder—​
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?​
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​


"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
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Penning to let go n carry on is the biggest achievement of all
 
SiRa said:
There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.

​
And that silence made me wonder—​
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?​
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​


"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
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Awww Chooo Sweet linesss ♥️
 
Personal growth is something that defines and sets us apart from one another, the resilience and perseverance to be able to be strong enough, is what makes us human, and you captured that struggle within this perfectly.

I enjoyed reading this so much that I've read it several times over.
 
SiRa said:
There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.

​
And that silence made me wonder—​
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?​
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​


"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
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Nice one
 
SiRa said:
There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.

​
And that silence made me wonder—​
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?​
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​


"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
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Well written ♥️♥️
 
SiRa said:
There was a time when even the smallest words could shatter me. A passing comment, a cold tone, or a single harsh message—I'd carry it all, replay it in my head, and let it shape my mood, my day, sometimes even my worth.​

But life, in its own way..... teaches us. Sometimes through love, often through loss. Through people who come and go. Through promises broken, and days when you pick yourself up simply because there’s no one else will..​

I didn’t distract myself from it. I let it sting. I journaled. I cried... I walked.. ..I wrote letters I never sent. And slowly, the pain taught me things even healing couldn't

One day, someone abused me—sharp, mean words aimed right at me. And I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even react. I just kept going. Not because I didn’t feel it, but because i didn’t own it anymore...​

I realized I was no longer the person I once was."

learned that silence can be a superpower

Not every opinion needed my energy. Not every battle deserved my presence

I used to exhaust myself explaining my heart to people who never really listened..now I m fine with being misunderstood

I don’t need outside validation like I used to. I carry home within me now.

​
And that silence made me wonder—​
I’ve asked myself this...have I finally become emotionally resilient? Or have I simply gone numb?​
​
But numbness feels like giving up. And I haven’t given up on feeling. I’ve just stopped letting it break me.​
​
I’m not heartless. I’ve just grown a thicker skin around a soft heart.​
​
And maybe that’s what emotional resilience really is...​


"If you’re in the thick of it, just keep going. Resilience isn't built in peace—it’s built in chaos, in heartbreak, in small quiet wins ywe don’t even notice at first."​

Cheers and peace!!
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I love this! You've turned emotional resilience into a full-on superpower! Honestly, at this point, I feel like you're ready to star in the next Marvel movie, "The Silent Avenger!" The world throws its worst at you, and you're just like, "Meh, I'll be over here sipping tea, thanks." Keep slaying, queen, but remember, sometimes even superheroes need a good cry and a pizza. :heart1:
 
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