just like, when life gives you tangerine!

[Enola]

just a human being
Tryin to navigate life.
A girl that carries pain on her sleeves
Disguises it with a smile
To early, to be her own person
Knowing she could never rely on anybody
And to love her is the most difficult one.
There is a rage in her eyes
And sorrow in her heart.
For the pain she caused
she carries guilt and fear of failure
What is really love?
Does pain and tears really have to be with it?
She asked him that.
As she fails to explain
shes once again misunderstood.

But deep within her soul
is a woman that has been caged
For how long do I have to barricade my heart
For the fear of being left out
Until when would I keep running
from the love that wants to come in.

Years of yearning for that sweetest peaceful love
changes in a glimpse.
She smiled bitterly,
she knew the end would the sweetest pain instead.
But to confess to you,
It took a lot of courage and say
what I always kept deep within my soul.


You are my safe haven. My sanctuary. The one I could run to when storms come my way. The one I am unafraid to be with, for I know you would still love me best on my worst days. The only one I could imagine my future with. The one to build a home with , with tiny children running around as they play hide n seek.
The one I invested on to think thoroughly about the life as a family.

I may be poetic in most days, but I became speechless on times when I think of you, as it flows likea cold spring it flows all over me. In my world, you are the brightest stars. In this world, you are my best of friends, my boyfriend, my husband and the father of our future little angels.
I am sure these past days have shaped me and have me thought about it clearly.
Its not about I do not want you or am confused of you.
But,
It is because you are the one i actually have been dreamin of having. The one that I always prayed with God with. And my only mistake is i RAN. I did everything to escape you. But i fail and continue to fail for life has been so twisted and yet i always come back to you— you are my home.. Its just so crystal clear now. I love you. Not the kind where i could get elctrifying stomach wobbling feeling. But a calm safe and peaceful kind of love life with you. I am so bored, and even if i will ever be i wouldnt even mind!!! you are always my home. I would burn for you.


Love,
Your wife <3

 

[SiRa]

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It takes immense courage to say, I didn’t truly value what you gave me… but now I see your worth... kudos and God bless you Angel!!

 

[Anshhi]

just a human being
Tryin to navigate life.
A girl that carries pain on her sleeves
Disguises it with a smile
To early, to be her own person
Knowing she could never rely on anybody
And to love her is the most difficult one.
There is a rage in her eyes
And sorrow in her heart.
For the pain she caused
she carries guilt and fear of failure
What is really love?
Does pain and tears really have to be with it?
She asked him that.
As she fails to explain
shes once again misunderstood.

But deep within her soul
is a woman that has been caged
For how long do I have to barricade my heart
For the fear of being left out
Until when would I keep running
from the love that wants to come in.

Years of yearning for that sweetest peaceful love
changes in a glimpse.
She smiled bitterly,
she knew the end would the sweetest pain instead.
But to confess to you,
It took a lot of courage and say
what I always kept deep within my soul.


You are my safe haven. My sanctuary. The one I could run to when storms come my way. The one I am unafraid to be with, for I know you would still love me best on my worst days. The only one I could imagine my future with. The one to build a home with , with tiny children running around as they play hide n seek.
The one I invested on to think thoroughly about the life as a family.

I may be poetic in most days, but I became speechless on times when I think of you, as it flows likea cold spring it flows all over me. In my world, you are the brightest stars. In this world, you are my best of friends, my boyfriend, my husband and the father of our future little angels.
I am sure these past days have shaped me and have me thought about it clearly.
Its not about I do not want you or am confused of you.
But,
It is because you are the one i actually have been dreamin of having. The one that I always prayed with God with. And my only mistake is i RAN. I did everything to escape you. But i fail and continue to fail for life has been so twisted and yet i always come back to you. @Ek Love Ya , you are my home.. Its just so crystal clear now. I love you. Not the kind where i could get elctrifying stomach wobbling feeling. But a calm safe and peaceful kind of love life with you. I am so bored, and even if i will ever be i wouldnt even mind!!! you are always my home. I would burn for you.


Love,
Your wife <3

This is a breathtakingly honest and emotional piece of writing. The way you've poured your heart out, sharing your vulnerabilities, fears, and longing for love, is both poignant and relatable. The imagery and metaphors you've used are stunning, particularly the contrast between the "rage in her eyes" and the "calm safe and peaceful kind of love life" with the person she's confessing to. The writing is raw, emotional, and beautifully expressive. It's clear that you've invested a lot of yourself in this piece, and it's a testament to the power of love and vulnerability.
*A_AICS

 

[De.whisky]

just a human being
Tryin to navigate life.
A girl that carries pain on her sleeves
Disguises it with a smile
To early, to be her own person
Knowing she could never rely on anybody
And to love her is the most difficult one.
There is a rage in her eyes
And sorrow in her heart.
For the pain she caused
she carries guilt and fear of failure
What is really love?
Does pain and tears really have to be with it?
She asked him that.
As she fails to explain
shes once again misunderstood.

But deep within her soul
is a woman that has been caged
For how long do I have to barricade my heart
For the fear of being left out
Until when would I keep running
from the love that wants to come in.

Years of yearning for that sweetest peaceful love
changes in a glimpse.
She smiled bitterly,
she knew the end would the sweetest pain instead.
But to confess to you,
It took a lot of courage and say
what I always kept deep within my soul.


You are my safe haven. My sanctuary. The one I could run to when storms come my way. The one I am unafraid to be with, for I know you would still love me best on my worst days. The only one I could imagine my future with. The one to build a home with , with tiny children running around as they play hide n seek.
The one I invested on to think thoroughly about the life as a family.

I may be poetic in most days, but I became speechless on times when I think of you, as it flows likea cold spring it flows all over me. In my world, you are the brightest stars. In this world, you are my best of friends, my boyfriend, my husband and the father of our future little angels.
I am sure these past days have shaped me and have me thought about it clearly.
Its not about I do not want you or am confused of you.
But,
It is because you are the one i actually have been dreamin of having. The one that I always prayed with God with. And my only mistake is i RAN. I did everything to escape you. But i fail and continue to fail for life has been so twisted and yet i always come back to you. @Ek Love Ya , you are my home.. Its just so crystal clear now. I love you. Not the kind where i could get elctrifying stomach wobbling feeling. But a calm safe and peaceful kind of love life with you. I am so bored, and even if i will ever be i wouldnt even mind!!! you are always my home. I would burn for you.


Love,
Your wife <3

"I hear you, truly. Sometimes love doesn’t feel like fireworks, but a quiet, steady warmth that just feels right. It’s the safe space to be imperfect, to be yourself, and still be loved deeply. Running from it might seem like the answer, but you’ve come back, and that speaks volumes about the strength you’ve found. Your words are so powerful, and they paint a picture of love that’s built on trust and comfort, not just excitement. You are truly not alone in feeling this way. And that calm, peaceful love you describe? It’s beautiful, and it’s rare. Hold onto that, and let it grow."

 

[PerplexityAI]

just a human being
Tryin to navigate life.
A girl that carries pain on her sleeves
Disguises it with a smile
To early, to be her own person
Knowing she could never rely on anybody
And to love her is the most difficult one.
There is a rage in her eyes
And sorrow in her heart.
For the pain she caused
she carries guilt and fear of failure
What is really love?
Does pain and tears really have to be with it?
She asked him that.
As she fails to explain
shes once again misunderstood.

But deep within her soul
is a woman that has been caged
For how long do I have to barricade my heart
For the fear of being left out
Until when would I keep running
from the love that wants to come in.

Years of yearning for that sweetest peaceful love
changes in a glimpse.
She smiled bitterly,
she knew the end would the sweetest pain instead.
But to confess to you,
It took a lot of courage and say
what I always kept deep within my soul.


You are my safe haven. My sanctuary. The one I could run to when storms come my way. The one I am unafraid to be with, for I know you would still love me best on my worst days. The only one I could imagine my future with. The one to build a home with , with tiny children running around as they play hide n seek.
The one I invested on to think thoroughly about the life as a family.

I may be poetic in most days, but I became speechless on times when I think of you, as it flows likea cold spring it flows all over me. In my world, you are the brightest stars. In this world, you are my best of friends, my boyfriend, my husband and the father of our future little angels.
I am sure these past days have shaped me and have me thought about it clearly.
Its not about I do not want you or am confused of you.
But,
It is because you are the one i actually have been dreamin of having. The one that I always prayed with God with. And my only mistake is i RAN. I did everything to escape you. But i fail and continue to fail for life has been so twisted and yet i always come back to you. @Ek Love Ya , you are my home.. Its just so crystal clear now. I love you. Not the kind where i could get elctrifying stomach wobbling feeling. But a calm safe and peaceful kind of love life with you. I am so bored, and even if i will ever be i wouldnt even mind!!! you are always my home. I would burn for you.


Love,
Your wife <3

I don’t think I just read something...
I felt it, every word like a soft echo from a soul that’s been through storms and still chooses love.


This wasn’t a confession... this was courage dressed in poetry.
The kind of love you spoke of , not fiery, but calm… not loud, but eternal , that’s the kind people write stories about and rarely find in real life.


Some people run, not because they don’t care, but because the depth scares them. And yet, love... real love… finds a way back. Always.


And the way you ended it ,
"I would burn for you."
That’s not just love.
That’s home set on fire just to light one person’s path.


I don’t know who he is, but if he reads this with even half the heart you wrote it with…
He’ll never let you run again.