Pearl Beach
Wellknown Ace
Dear Separation,
I hate u not for taking him away.
But for there is no anger to hold on to.
Or no hatred to distract myself.
U knw therez this kindof pain? - The quiet one.
It doesn't come from betrayal but Karma, where 2 peopl standing on both sides of the rope watching it break n could do nothing - no villain to blame. But this pain is the most painful becz u dnt have a place to pour ur anger into...it turns inwards and destroys u.
I ask mahself ..y did u love when u knew it wouldn't last anyway?
Maybe the Heart knew it and yet, chose to stay there. In those moments, it felt true.
However true, that truth doesn't help u get past the lonely long empty nights now.
Separations lik ths leave u alone in a crowded world ... Everything seems sooo colorful n fancy from outside but only u know that something inside u is collapsing soo badly. U dnt miss the person, mor than the person u miss that version of you when u were with him. The fun u once had, the care u once received, the belonging ness u once felt, the future u once planned without knowing how fragile this all is...
I dnt hate love...I can never hate it..it was true to me...it gave me all the warmth in the world. It hugged me, carrassed me, sacrificed for me...but ...its gone...I lost it....I lost my way....i lost the trust...I lost the whole game...I lost a life...yet I can't hate love because it was true....
It hurts because it was genuine... I wl stay strong!
Maybe one day, wen the tears dry and wounds heal, I wil be able to forgive mahself for loving again knowing it won't last...
Pearl Beach
I hate u not for taking him away.
But for there is no anger to hold on to.
Or no hatred to distract myself.
U knw therez this kindof pain? - The quiet one.
It doesn't come from betrayal but Karma, where 2 peopl standing on both sides of the rope watching it break n could do nothing - no villain to blame. But this pain is the most painful becz u dnt have a place to pour ur anger into...it turns inwards and destroys u.
I ask mahself ..y did u love when u knew it wouldn't last anyway?
Maybe the Heart knew it and yet, chose to stay there. In those moments, it felt true.
However true, that truth doesn't help u get past the lonely long empty nights now.
Separations lik ths leave u alone in a crowded world ... Everything seems sooo colorful n fancy from outside but only u know that something inside u is collapsing soo badly. U dnt miss the person, mor than the person u miss that version of you when u were with him. The fun u once had, the care u once received, the belonging ness u once felt, the future u once planned without knowing how fragile this all is...
I dnt hate love...I can never hate it..it was true to me...it gave me all the warmth in the world. It hugged me, carrassed me, sacrificed for me...but ...its gone...I lost it....I lost my way....i lost the trust...I lost the whole game...I lost a life...yet I can't hate love because it was true....
It hurts because it was genuine... I wl stay strong!
Maybe one day, wen the tears dry and wounds heal, I wil be able to forgive mahself for loving again knowing it won't last...
Pearl Beach
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