Sometimes I really feel like I'm cursed. Whenever I get close to any girl, make her my friend or even rarely my bestie over here, but after a few days some shit happens, and this girl starts hating me. At first I thought it was just something normal but the same thing repeats again and again here. I'm starting to feel like I'm trapped in some kind of vicious cycle.I see people having girl besties here, and they're so close to each other. Even sometimes I adore their friendship a lot and I wish myself having a friend like them - someone who genuinely cares, supports, and understands me. But I'm scared of losing her too. The fear of being ignored, or hurt again is overwhelming...I don't know why but for sure, I'm cursed ..It's like I'm carrying some kind of emotional baggage that repels people specially girls, from getting close to me. I'm exhausted from trying to figure out what's wrong with me from constantly second-guessing myself, and from the relentless feeling of isolation.
But just like everything has an exception...There is also an exception for me... and her name is @ASMITHA ACHU ❤ She's the only girl who has been my friend for more than two years, and yet, she's never left my side. Her unwavering loyalty, unconditional support, and genuine care have been a "beacon of hope in my zozo's journey"..Asmitha di, You're the exception to my curse . You're the one who makes me believe that maybe, just maybe, I'm not cursed after all. Maybe I'm just waiting for the right people to come along and see the real me. Thank you for being that person... Love you alot ❤
But just like everything has an exception...There is also an exception for me... and her name is @ASMITHA ACHU ❤ She's the only girl who has been my friend for more than two years, and yet, she's never left my side. Her unwavering loyalty, unconditional support, and genuine care have been a "beacon of hope in my zozo's journey"..Asmitha di, You're the exception to my curse . You're the one who makes me believe that maybe, just maybe, I'm not cursed after all. Maybe I'm just waiting for the right people to come along and see the real me. Thank you for being that person... Love you alot ❤