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  1. Jaanuu

    Choice.

    13 June, Midnight again. Rain tapping. I can’t sleep. Maybe writing will still the noise. Choice. Such a simple, small word, But it feels like a canyon inside my chest tonight. Choice. Choosing. Being chosen. Three stages of a cycle I never fully understood, But always lived within. I look...
  2. Jaanuu

    Monologue.

    The Room. I wasn’t made to be remembered, I was made to hold pain. You came here to hide, not to live. You filled me with relics, but never with life. The books were never read with hope. The diaries only echoed what you wouldn’t say aloud. Even the red seeds were more a symbol than a truth...
  3. Jaanuu

    Hope

    Back in that cafe, I still wait for him, The last word he muttered, In our last meet was none other than 'hope', And with that rope, I exist in those moments, When I blankly look at my opposite chair, And wish for him, But it is just as blank, As my eyesight and heart. Oh dear, I still hold the...
  4. Jaanuu

    Kismet?

    Kismet. I wonder why our paths have never crossed, Stones and thorns may have been the cost, The journey must be tough, But the memories will be enough. Yet I wish to take a step beside you, But fear holds me back, afraid to stand beside you, But deep inside, I crave to be with you, To...
  5. Jaanuu

    Pain.

    There's an ache in the heart, Maybe the wound is hurt, Though the void feels filled, It still bleeds, And isn't yet healed. Every time, it was the hand That mended the wound, But now it's the one That sculpted the pain, And it hurts, again.
  6. Jaanuu

    Confession.

    01:06 19/03/2025 ~ An open love (goodbye?) letter to someone whom I had always loved. Four or five years it's been, Since we had first met? - No chatted. One year maybe? Since we had first met! I had always being so, Insecure about my feelings. It went one after Other as always, But, you were...
  7. Jaanuu

    Vulnerable

    A self note :- I'm bad at maintaining human relationships; I struggle to keep up conversations and express my feelings. I yearn for someone to understand me, but I often isolate myself in a dark, closed room. I'm complex, and I've come to realize that my struggles are self-inflicted. I used to...
  8. Jaanuu

    Epiphany.

    As I sat there, the waves crashing against the shore, my eyes and attention remained frozen on the serene scene unfolding before me. I find solace in motivating those who suffer, who cry, and who fall. Having experienced the darkness of despair, I know how hard it gets when tears seem endless...
  9. Jaanuu

    End.

    To an End I know you're watching me, I know you're stalking me, I know you're worried about me, I know you wanna talk a lot with me. But when the lips are sealed, And the heart is locked with a key, And the key is somewhere or nowhere to be found, So it's better to make things stop. Let's...
  10. Jaanuu

    ചിന്തകൾ.

    " ഇഷ്ടമാണെന്ന് ചൊല്ലിയവരെ തള്ളി കളഞ്ഞ്, ഇഷ്ടമുള്ളവരെ തിരഞ്ഞെടുക്കുമ്പോൾ, അവരും ആ ഇഷ്ടമാണെന്ന് ചൊല്ലിയവരെ തള്ളി കളയുന്നു. "
  11. Jaanuu

    Flower.

    They asked me to tell a story, and thus I start telling one, 'Long, long ago, in a garden, there bloomed flower. Her petals were a radiant white, delicate and fragile. Though soft to the touch, she wasn't tiny, but rather moderately sized. She'd often gaze longingly at the gentle rain, the...
  12. Jaanuu

    Garden.

    His hands grasped me firmly again, and I felt his heartbeat, breath, scent, and warmth. In that instant, I sensed his love, and my own feelings began to unfold. I felt myself falling, falling for him. Love seized my heart, squeezing it gently, making my breathing hitch. Tears welled up in my...
  13. Jaanuu

    Prison.

    December 2, 2024 Dear Diary, Have you ever felt like you're drowning in a sea of emotions? I have. Lately, I've been experiencing a whirlwind of feelings that are impossible to put into words. I yearn to express myself, but my emotions are frozen in time. I want to laugh, cry, and love, but...
  14. Jaanuu

    Birthday.

    As he trailed his skin along my spine, I bent slightly, his gaze still fixed intently on me. Clad in black lingerie, our shared favorite color, he wore loose-fitting trousers. His warm breath danced across my ear as he sniffed gently, then pressed his lips against my earlobe. I arched further...
  15. Jaanuu

    ഒന്നാവാൻ കഴിയാതെ..

    സ്നേഹിച്ചു ഒന്നിക്കാൻ, കഴിയില്ലെന്ന് ഉറപ്പുള്ളവരെ, സ്നേഹിക്കണം, വീണ്ടും വീണ്ടും സ്നേഹിക്കണം, സ്നേഹിച്ചു സ്നേഹിച്ചു, ഇല്ലാതെയാവണം! അവരറിയാതെ വീണ്ടും വീണ്ടും, അവരെ സ്നേഹിക്കണം, സ്നേഹിക്കുകയല്ലെന്ന വ്യാജേനെ, സ്നേഹിച്ചു കൊണ്ടേയിരിക്കണം! ഒടുവിലവർ നഷ്ടപെടുമ്പോൾ, ആ സ്നേഹമെല്ലാം, കൊണ്ട് സ്വയം...
  16. Jaanuu

    Artists.

    "You're an art," he said genuinely, a warm smile spreading across his face as he gazed at me. My cheeks flushed, and I smiled widely, feeling my heart skip a beat. The song continued to play softly in the background, its melodic loop weaving a spell around us. "Hum tum kitnai paas..kitni..."...
  17. Jaanuu

    Story.

    "It's a long story," I said. "I have a long time," he replied. "It's a long journey," I said. "I know how to drive well," he replied. "It's a winding road," I said. "I'll navigate with you," he replied. "It's a steep climb," I said. "I'll carry you," he replied. "It's a raging storm," I...
  18. Jaanuu

    കരച്ചിൽ.

    എനിക്ക് ചങ്ക് പൊട്ടി കരയാൻ തോന്നുന്നുണ്ട്, കരഞ്ഞ് കരഞ്ഞ്, ഒരു മരുഭൂമി പോലെ എന്റെ മിഴികളെ വരൾച്ചയിലാക്കാൻ. പക്ഷെ കഴിയുന്നില്ല, ഇന്ന് ഇതെന്റെ ചങ്കിൽ തന്നെ തങ്ങി നിൽക്കുന്നു, കൂർത്ത ആഗ്രമുള്ള ഒരു കത്തി പോലെ അതവിടെ കുത്തി കേറുന്നൂ, അതിൽ നിന്ന് ചോരയും പൊടിയുന്നത് ഞാൻ അറിയുന്നുണ്ട്, എന്നാൽ...
  19. Jaanuu

    Introspection.

    Midnight thoughts can be haunting, and last night's was particularly striking. I pondered the people in our lives, especially those we hold dear. We all have favorite individuals, but they, too, have their own favorites, creating an endless circle. This realization hit me: we're perceived...
  20. Jaanuu

    അയാൾ.

    അയാളെ ഞാൻ വീണ്ടും കണ്ടു, ഞങ്ങളൊരുമിച്ച് ഒരു ചായയും കുടിച്ചു, പറയാൻ ബാക്കി വെച്ച പല കഥകളും പറഞ്ഞു. ചിരിച്ചു, ചിരിപ്പിച്ചു! ഒടുവിൽ യാത്ര പറഞ്ഞ്, പോകാൻ നേരം. ഞാൻ അയാൾക്ക് എന്റെ ഹൃദയം നൽകി, വാക്കുകളാൽ ഞാൻ അയാളെ എനിക്കുള്ളിൽ ബന്ധിക്കാൻ ശ്രമിച്ചു. താനേ, സ്വയം ബന്ധനാസ്ഥനയായി അയാൾ അവിടെ നിന്നു. അയാൾ...
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