Hye it's been really a hot summer this year and my day 15 march was Elated(✷‿✷) as well as gloomyಥ‿ಥ
Ghosted (☉｡☉)!→
Well where to start the morning was little bit painful and it's been circling round for many years and couldn't cross the line again.So a lot of things needed to be done perfectly and the boxes need to be ticked properly to make it happen that winning feeling i always had in my younger days were gone bit by bit and couldn't uphill it was more of a downhill.I was ghosted or ghosted others to sit at the chair and watch the wall for a long time wondering why did u take this path
Maybe u shouldn't have taken different paths.The Ego to win and get that feeling has been in the well for almost 15 yrs.And again i missed that's painful and I am not a quitter let's hope what's in store for me this year.
Demotivaed but seeing my man lewis winning his first win in ferrari sun make me feel motivated and ignited the spark again in me
Euphoria
F1:
For the past two years following f1 become a hobby and it made me to be lively escaping from the Loneliness.
Clouds and Rain were my move on Without them my depressed days would have stayed the same when I feel let down the clouds make me happy always moving on no matter what.It made me realise that u should keep pushing hard and move on from the sad things happened in ur life.I always look at them during summer season waiting for them to cover the cruel sun and rain upon us.Similarly we hope that hope is lika a rain that falls when needed the most so stay patient 
The summer clouds has returned as the hope also too
.The white clouds holds the efforts and we put and dark clouds holds all our sadness and the pain we faced and it will bring the happiness as ️ rain.The green leaves are the ones that shows the happiness we will get finally
My depression drugs are clouds,rain,space,stars and music too
Like the dark clouds that holds my sorrows and white invisible rain drops holds my happiness Like a rain that makes the plant grow touching rain makes me feel grow my happinessThe space with a black sky always has bright stars visible so even in the eternal darkness we still have light Gloomy
Yeah it happens during rainy season always gloomy around us making us wait waiting for those wonderful days again to come back.But we shouldn't be in this pace forever
rather we do need to get out of loop and speak with the people u like.So hear music and do whatever u like to doTaylor swift :
I always heard her songs from 2016 and a few lines from her album.
You know that my train could take you home Anywhere else is hollowI'm begging for you to take my hand
There are some people here who cares for me too and i am eternally grateful for that and those words kept me going and boosting my thoughts further and be lively againA ados that can be easily bought in any shopsA strong grl who lives in the west side presently busy in his/her workA whisperer who hears my whisper at any time with a warm welcome コーヒー (Kōhī)A rare one who's the head of her clan always ignores lol A psychotic one and lunatic but a caring one who is busy in watching with different getups A name i forgot and will never forget the 3 cube clue name You can see her all nights in the sky.A writer who's long absent and force reckoning she will come.And champagne for everyone
Finally the green ones
and orange ones 
So the orange flowers are called firecracker plant(கனகாம்பரம்)It always blooms in every season with the same love always blooming the bright orange sunshine colour making it appear unique and even in dry seasons it blooms just spray some water there's blooming like a woman who are in care
The green seeds are now like a ripening ones that's waiting to be carried away by the wind to get grow in different places and it's similar to the words of kindness in digital world that the fibre wind takes us from one person to another in a flash.
The green seeds are now like a ripening ones that's waiting to be carried away by the wind to get grow in different places and it's similar to the words of kindness in digital world that the fibre wind takes us from one person to another in a flash
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