the fear that scare me.....
The thing they would see that scares me is the tendency I have to completely withdraw when overwhelmed or hurt.....It’s not just needing space its an absolute silence a complete emotional and communicative shutdown where I become unreachable even when I desperately want to connect.....I fear they would see this cold barrier and mistake it for apathy concluding that I don't care enough to fight for them leading them to leave......
the connection that would pull them closer....
The thing they would see that would pull them closer is mine fierce almost childlike loyalty to the people I care about....It's the quiet dedication I showed always remembering the small details anticipating their needs and being their unshakeable helper I hope they would see that mine internal mess is precisely why I value authentic connection so deeply and that mine commitment is a safe harbour for them....Ultimately we all carry a hidden struggle and a quiet strength.....The hope is that the strength we share is perceived as an anchor not a shield allowing our fears to be seen not as flaws but as just another face of a complex which make us worthwhile person in their lifes......

#task 2 : completed
Write one thing they would see that scares you and one thing they would see that would pull them closer instead of pushing them away.....
The thing they would see that scares me is the tendency I have to completely withdraw when overwhelmed or hurt.....It’s not just needing space its an absolute silence a complete emotional and communicative shutdown where I become unreachable even when I desperately want to connect.....I fear they would see this cold barrier and mistake it for apathy concluding that I don't care enough to fight for them leading them to leave......
the connection that would pull them closer....
The thing they would see that would pull them closer is mine fierce almost childlike loyalty to the people I care about....It's the quiet dedication I showed always remembering the small details anticipating their needs and being their unshakeable helper I hope they would see that mine internal mess is precisely why I value authentic connection so deeply and that mine commitment is a safe harbour for them....Ultimately we all carry a hidden struggle and a quiet strength.....The hope is that the strength we share is perceived as an anchor not a shield allowing our fears to be seen not as flaws but as just another face of a complex which make us worthwhile person in their lifes......

#task 2 : completed
Write one thing they would see that scares you and one thing they would see that would pull them closer instead of pushing them away.....


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