umm, about my first ex, she was a kolkata girl, we never broken up, she was caring loving.
next was from another chat site, first she was loving girl muhaaz, then after few days, she started late replying, ignoring, and giving false reasons(tht were all lie)
ok long story short, i did every thing to make her happy or atleast hear "i dnt love u" from her, but she never did,
she has a best friend since 2 yrs, ppl told me abt them lots of thing i never belivd it, then when her best friend came back in her life, her behvaiour with me started changing, day by day our talk time became decreasing, and all othr things which happens in situations like this.
SHE never accepted our relationship in public, and after 1 yrs of hide n seek, when i almost busted on, by her indirect taunts and teasings, she finally told ppl "he is my ex, i left him" lol.
when our common friend was trying to patch us, she replied "i dont want to jump in the Gutter again",
these were her last words, from my loved once, i beared her every taunt her every insulting behaviour silently happily too, and she had given me this medal,,,,
i still remember everything she did every hurtfull words and sentences she said to me.
it took me almost 4 yrs to forget her,
later on i found another sweet girl, with in few days she helped me forget everything my ex stamped on my soul. and within few days of this happy relationship, she left, she just disappeared from my life. she was apologising, caring loving too, but may be she left due to language gap we had, or anything else, it may be the cause.
conclusion is, most of my ex doesnt have something good i remember abt, and the things which were i was thinking Good, later i found it was an acting or drama.
may be i am not made for any girl, thats why they felt uncomfirtable with me, or may be i never found a girl who matches my nature...
